it’s 9:30am, and I’m still drunk.

Mixing alcohol and emotion is, and always will be, a bad idea.

Well, I feel a little better.

A good bike ride can burn frustration pretty quickly.


A good place to start, I suppose.

...

I feel like chewing broken glass.

Time for me to start taking my own advice.

Fear & Peace

I sit in one of the most screwed up relationship situations I've ever gotten into. This all started in a very innocent way, but I now stand to possibly lose the woman of my dreams to one of my best friends.

I'm going to go to bed after I'm done posting this and taken a shower(because I just went mountain biking & I'm filthy), but tonight I will sleep soundly.

Why?

Because I've learned some very important things about life and about relationships in the last year, and I simply know that everything will work out for the best.

I am not afraid, and therefore I am at peace.

It's strange how long one spends dealing with the great complexities of things. But once you find the answer and you look back, you realize that it's all extremely simple.